he was trying to forget someone he longed to see so much.
he wanted to try what he knew wouldn’t work.
he won’t give up the very thing that was preventing him.
he remained faithful to an empty promise.
he was willing to wait for nothing with heaviness.
he was bored but never saw it as complaining.
he was thinking of shouting her name but saw no purpose.
remembering her brought up a smile and sadness.
time was no enemy but a wall between them.
silence were his chains to sanity.
he loved so much that he didn’t care anymore.
he did not seek comfort for there was none.
he understood no one understands.
he never questioned because answers never came.
he couldn’t move, he didn’t move, he shouldn’t move.
he tried to supress his foolish emotions.
he tried to express futility.
[and he succeeded]
dreams. sweet dreams.
in your dreams, sleepy head.