kaya dapat, sulatan! [in this case, sayang sa blog space, kaya dapat punuin!]
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perhaps. perhaps you were expecting for the… perhaps. you were expecting… perhaps. you were hoping for the unexpected. and you wonder, could i be the unexpected, could i be the one you were hoping for. perhaps. but you were not hoping. and i was unexpected. but it was i who was hoping for the unexpected. perhaps.
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on learning, written during the wasting school hours… (one of those days that just comes and goes, that’s not so special)…
learning must be forced in order to take effect. without force, we will never learn all the things we need to learn. that is the way of the system. the students pay for the tuition (the parents actually). the school is paid to ensure that the student is in class. the student is not in a position to decide for himself. i used to have a sharp mind… until the system has made me dull. this is what they call premium education, knowledge for the masses. to go against the system is to go against everyone. including myself. otherwise, take it as it is, learning is dull.
school has changed me a lot. i lost most of my inventions.
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never a day passess by without i thinking of you, who you were and how we used to be. in your absence my faith held on, believing on the promise we made, we shall be as one. in your silence my heart grows [grew] cold losing the hope that someday we shall be as one. but i shall never stop until the day i find you, if no longer for the fire of love that once consumed me, then for the integrity of my word, the promise i made for the three stars of orion. even if unto the end i shall never find you, i will continue my course which fate has sealed.
used to be. until.
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… never say the words ‘i love you’ with just a feeling in your skin. you have to know it with your heart as unchangeable truth and are willing to fight for it and die fighting.